Well... I came back and I the reason for my come back is because I have to stop running away and settle things and face them... I've been running away from my problems all the time. And Im gonna face them... well I have lost my bro but its ok coz I know I didnt lose him coz hes always gonna be in my heart... Its hard to turn away from sin... and I know it'll be hard but once and for all I am gonna do this because I know God is giving this to me to see how strong I am... to see if I will turn to him for comfort and strength rather than turn to the sin for the comfort and strength... thinking no one will know.... But in the end.. evreything will always come out in the open... And I need to face to it.. And look sin straight in the eyes and tell it IM BETTER THAN YOU!!! IM BETTER THAN YOU BECAUSE I GOT JESUS!!! And he will be here for me .... And I dont need no sin .... All I need is Jesus... Im back and its gonna stay this way... no longer will I be sucked into the ways of my flesh... well Im gonna try and give it my all... God bless you all!

!Scripture of the day!

Isaiah 1:18:: ....No matter how deep the strain of your sins, I can remove it. I can make you as clean as freshly fallen snow....

*Forgiveness means that God looks at us as though we have never sinned. We are blameless before him.*

Hey yo! What is up? Nothing much here... just chillin like a villan ... LoL... wow im sooo awesome!!!

Well what to say? Hmmm... you know what? I have been really thinking about this and It has come to my realization that sometimes things are meant to be the way they are because there always gonna be that way... no matter what! You must start depending your life on God the creator of all living things instead of depending on other people with your problems and heartaches and situations... Its better if you give your problems to God because hell know what to do with it.. and not only will he know what to do with it but hell comfort you... he'll be there for you and hold your hand through the whole process... he will let you know that he is there and there is nothing to be afraid of! He wants evreyone of us to confide in him and let him be are Best Freind sometimes thats exactaly what we need to do.. We need to let God come in and be our freind and companion... I have made many mistakes belive me... But  I know see that he is the only one that will give and show me the type of love that I really need and deserve. He will give me more than anyone I will ever know... He is an awesome God!!!

*random thoughtzs*

1. Why dont they ever show mupphet babies anymore?

2. Why dont they ever show fesh prince of bel-Air?

3.Where did evreyone go?

4. I miss my freinds....WAhhhh!!!! Ha ha ha... well that was more like a thought huh? lol i guess it was... tee hee hee..

*Today* ..... I didnt do anything really... just helped my mom with the house.... yea big clean freak here... lol... did some homework and studied for finals... and just chill... yea my day was soo BLAH!!!! grrrr....

*Yesterday* IT WAS SOOOO FUN!!! I t was sooo fun!! Cindy picked me up... and we went shopping! We went to Montclair and bought my dress for prom... well now im not so sure if im going... but I bought it and its sooo beautiful... awww I love it!! tee hee hee! ^_^  I love it! I wanted to buy the shoes but I didnt have enough money for them so I bought the dress and she bought one too... it looks great on her! And then afterward we went to target and she did more shopping... shes like a shopping addict... tee hee hee but so am i... and then to her house and back home... awww... it gave me time to reflect on who my REAL freinds are... and I know for a fact she is one of my true freinds... shes so nice and caring and I know she tells me things but only because she cares... awww... shes awesome!

 This is my dress... its soo pretty!!

 And this is hers.... isnt it awesome... shell gorgeous in it!!!

*Scripture of the day*

Proverbs 17:17 ..... A true freind is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need.

*Some freindships are fleeting and some are lasting. True freindships are glued together with bonds of loyalty and commitment. They remain intact despite changing external circumstances.*